I am not afraid - PChat

No one was even on the board right now I just haven't drawn in like over a week at all. So y'know...Just needed to draw...

Anyway, for those of you who don't know I'm ichthiaphobic........I'm mortified of fish....of any size.... So right here I'd be facing my biggest fear (other then losing a loved one) I still would not be able to get into the water with a fish but I just feel like I'm getting braver. Bubba gave me a neck massage today (Sorry Jeff, my neck was hurting so bad I couldn't wait til you got here) And normally I have major issues letting people touch my neck in the front and I didn't even flinch...I never noticed it til bubba told me. But little by little I am getting better. About a lot of things.... I'm not as pessimistic as I used to be. I'm not as scared of the world. I've become a little more outgoing and I'm slowly starting to come out of my shell. I never realized how scared of everything and everyone I was. I never realized how shut in I was. And I'm working to get better. And i know everyone close to me is gonna help. My parents have been helping a lot already. But I know I have the support of Kira and Jeff. I've never believed much in change but i know this is for the better.
Still afraid of fish btw >:C